Made a big mistake today

I met up with a guy from the internet today. he was older. fifties, though he had told me he was in his 30s. i din't think it was bad because i like older guys, but when we went to his hotel room he got weird. he said he wanted to do my ass and then have me suck him. i didn't want to do that because all we had said we were gonna do was 69, which i was totally in the mood for. so he asked if he could just look at my ass, and i said he could, so i showed it to him and he pried my cheeks open, and kind of played with my asshole. it felt good, so I didn't say stop.

then he spit on my asshole, and stuck a finger in and told me i was tight and how his wife never lets him get dirty.

then he asked again. i said no, so he kept with his finger, telling me how tight I am. He got it all the way in, and said that if i would suck him after he fucked my ass, he would buy me a few CDs. I was kind of into the idea now because of his dirty talking and finger, so I agreed.

it was a real rough fuck. Super hard and fast.i was not expecting that like that, and i was screaming a bit, so i had to put my head in the pillow.

he tells me he's about to cum, so i open my mouth and he starts in on fucking that. i was gagging and could taste my shit, but he was rubbing my pussy too, so i didn't stop him. he came a lot and I almost threw up. now i got two CDs though!

i don't get it

why is it if you ask a guy for something freaky sexually, they get upset? all i did was ask a guy to lick my ass. i like that from time to time, but he freaked all out and said only gay guys do that stuff. not true, boyo. not true!

i've done freaky things he's asked. just two really because we haven't had sex that much. i let him spit on me when he's fucking me, and i let him jerk off on a plate that i licked clean. he thought it would be cool. i ask for one thing and he loses it. i think i may be done with him.

in related news, i got a psp game for a bj. this trad ething works great.