super thanks

i have to give public thanx to two guys. sergi is awesome. he sent me $20 for no reason other than to be cool. i sent you a pic, sergi, but you haven't responded. hope you liked it.

the other guy is oldgrampsxx (i won't list the full name). he sent me a dvd of the porn kind and panties. wow. that is kinky, and i will return the panties as instructed. why won't you two leave comments?

my friend told me she was worried i was a slut and whore. i laughed at her. i enjoy sex. i admit that. who cares? men do and it's no biggie. why can't I? whatever.

please comment people. take my poll. anyone wnt to see more of me?

help!!!!!

will someone please comment so that i know you can read this thing? i'm having trouble with it.

i have a friend coming over today. she read my blog and wants to talk to me face to face. i think she thinks i'm going to get in some kind of trouble. she is one of those god girls.

argggghhh

i got turned down for a job at a stupid little store. the guy kept staring at my chest though. i thought about popping them out and seeing if that got me the job, but no. so dpressing. i don't know what to do.

if i don't comment on a comment or something it's because i'm having trouble seeing my blog. i will get back to everyone eventually, i promise.

nobody is commenting or voting anyway. it sux.

i need a job

it's official. life sux. i can't find work. i am almost broke. i applied at Burger King fifteen minutes ago. i've sunk to this.

people, it sux! i thought obama, who i love, was gonna make it better!!!!!! i feel kinda slutty because i made money doing phone sex, but what else am i supposed to do? it's not like i walked a street or something, but i guess that's next right? no.

some guy imed me offering to take pictures of my boobs and he'd pay me. i thought abuot it. should i? i don't know.

this life is horrible. how can i move out if i have no cash? get a car? anything?

i thought about ditching the blog because nobody cares, but i feel like its a confessional now. what shoudl i do?

if every person who reads this sends me a buck, i'd have like five dollars. lol

any ideas? anyone? help!!!!

i had fun today!!!!!

finally.

i was chatting online with an older woman. she was 35 and we were talking about jobs (she works in insurance), no money, and sex. she is bi, too, and married. we were talking about our first times with other girls and getting all hot and bothered. then she offered me some money to do phone sex. i thought for sure she was a guy, but i accepted because i didn't care. i was pretty horny even though i've been sick.

well, she called, and i'm glad my parents weren't home because i was loud. it was really a she, and we had an awesome time. we both came hard. i used a hair brush and she used a vibrator. she couldn't believe i didn't have one and she may buy me one. how cool is that?

i told her about my first time with a girl and she lost it. she came so loud and hard. her hubbie is lucky. i hope when i'm 35 i am still that hot for sex.

she lives in ny, so i don't think i'll ever meet her, but who knows. we promised we'd meet for fun if we were ever near each other. if you're reading this, thank you for a wonderful orgasm. you rock! and thanks for helping me out with this financial bind. you are super nice for so many reasons. i sent you a pic. i hope you like it.

This sucks

nobody comments on anything. lame.

i been playing my ps2 all day today because my stomach hurts.

bored.

want cock now! lol

Poll is up!!!!!!!

i figured out how to add a poll!! major achievement peoples.

it's at the bottom of the page. starting voting. guys are welcome to.

43 Dicks

feeling better. not great, but better.

i talked to a guy online last night. he's pretty cool. married guy. he and i were talking about bjs and he told me he and his wife figured out one night that she had sucked 43 different guys! that's fucking hot! speaking as someone who loves bjs, i can say that one of the greatest pleasures is the first time you get a new dick in you. girls who really like dick know exactly what i'm talking about. each one is so different.

i want to break that record. new goal in life! woo-hoo!

he also told me i needed to post a picture so that people know what i look like. he's seen me before, but i'm not sure i want everyone seeing my face. plus, i tried and can't figure it out. i'm not puter literate.

what i want to hear is how many dicks everyone has sucked. i'm going to try and put a poll on to see. i hope this works. i'll tell you now. mine is under 20.

Sick

i'm sick today. no fun. was hoping to go job hunting. nope. missed a date, too. that could've been fun.

think i'm bi again.

want to feel better.

Telephone Time

okay, so here's a weird thing. i get off with people hearing me masturbate on the phone. i know its weird, but it is also kinda cool. i get off, and so does whoever is on the other end.

so i ran into a guy online and i told him of my money troubles and he offered to pay me some money to hear me do this (to cover the phone call). i thought that was cool, so i said yes, but then he flaked and said he couldn't do that. i was so hot and wet that i just said we'll do it anyway, and we did.

i'll admit i came hard. i can't help it. i was turned on big time. he came too. we all had a good time and he said he would help out next time.

tonight i'm on line reading blogs on here, and he asks for it again, but says he can't help out. i tell him no way, and then he's like, just a quick moan? um, no. you stiffed me once. i'm not doing that again. i can't pay my long distance bill as it is.

waht makes guys do that? are they all that dumb?

I Have Been Told

okay, nobody is reading this blog apparently. no biggie. i'll just use it for my own personal confessions then.

last night i saw t. now i have been told that i am good with my mouth when it comes to bjs. t said that i could have been better, which kind of hurt my feelings. i put a lot of effort into pleasing any guy i'm with, and that sucked. i thought i did exactly what he asked and because he didn't cum quick enough i'm not good. i thought the whole point was to draw it out. he still came too, so what's the big deal? i think that's the last time i do that for him.

i like bjs ... alot. i take pride in my skill. there's nothing like looking up into a guy's eyes and seeing nothing but pleasure on his face. yeah, it's a power trip, but it also rocks.

whatever.

still can't get my pic up here. i will work on it.

Hi

ok. i'm doing this because i don't go to church and am bored. maybe i'm confessing stupid shit. i don't know. nobody will read this anyway, but if i get at least one comment i will go on. i'll be putting a picture of me on soon as i figure it out. i'm not a computer geek, but i love videogames, so don't get me started on adding all kinds of things here.

i'm 18, live at home, my parents aren't divorced, i want to be either an actress, artist or videogame designer. i just got fired from a stupid job at a taco place (you guys suck). i like hanging out online and think i might be addicted to sex. i want to go college, but don't know if i will.

i know i say i'm a bad girl, but i think that has to do with guilt over the sex thing. really, that's all i do that is wrong. i don't drink much, i don't smoke, and only smoked pot like three times. so if thats the worse i can be, i guess that isn't too bad.

so what do you peeps want to know? should i even continue this? tell me. i'm bored.